Sometimes you cannot help
but be in a reflective mood when you sit atop some mountain with the breeze on
your face and the world laid out at your feet.
The mountains tend to create a mood to reflect, plan and clear the
mind. It's the perfect location to
defrag the hard drive of the brain, but that said, it can also be something of
a melancholy experience.
I met a friend I had not
seen for perhaps 20 years while on the hill the other day. We chatted about what we had been up to,
compared our ailments, discussed plans for the future and generally caught
up. When we parted I felt really
unsettled, almost a sense of loss. Not
for the loss of a friend, but of a lifestyle that had not just slowly slipped away,
but simply stopped overnight.
 |
| The Picos De Europa |
The year 1995 was a time of
wonderful highs in cleanest sense of the word. By that I don't mean the highs a drug gives
you, I mean those life long endorphin highs the mountains give you. The kind that leave their mark etched on your
brain - from mountains hard
won, from fears controlled and of friendships and hardships shared.
Of grand routes in southern Spain and Majorca in the spring, and of warm rock and the smell of rosemary and thyme in the hills. A time when you knew you were truly alive, not just existing.
 |
| Getting high on the Espolon Central route Puig Campana, Costa Blanca Spain |
 |
| Route Gubia Normal Gr3, St Gubia Mallorca |
 |
| Happy |
Of nights sleeping below
thousand foot faces with nothing but a bivy bag and a down jacket in order to
keep the weight down. Cold seeping into the bones, wishing the night away in
fitful dreams - half sleeping half awake - who knows? but time passed as it
always has.
And when sleep would not
come lying there staring up at a billion stars, listening to the sounds of the
mountains, their dark silhouettes etched against the pre-dawn sky. The purr
of the stove, endless brews and wondering if the others were awake. They usually were - well apart from Carl, he
always slept. Then still in the dark the act of forcing stiff muscles and cold
bones across to the base of the route.
Sunrise striking the tops,
but an age away from warming our bodies, instead warmth had to come through
activity and those first few shaky pitches.
Confidence rising with the sun as the sun line came down to greet us. Welcome at first, but with the glare from the limestone it would soon become too hot.
 |
| Picos de Europa |
The crux building in the
mind with each move, inching forward, the void dragging at your heels. Being
careful not to over-reach, use the feet, shake out the arms and clip the pro. Suddenly it's over, big holds, more protection and the tension eases.
 |
| Al on La Nani (D sup), South Face of El Naranjo De Bulness (Pico Urriellu) Picos De Europa |
A few more moves and a bomber belay awaits. Safety checks done, toes on the edge, let the rope take the weight and lean out. Looking down hundreds of feet past unseen companions somewhere below the overhang.
More pitches, a bit of banter and laughter and a pause for the odd photo. Now and again a hint of fear as arms tire and the protection begins to space out. Suddenly shouting in Spanish - a curse, or a warning perhaps, but then the sound of a falling rock thrumming past over to the left. I wonder what the Spanish is for BELOW? A bit more laughter - nervous this time - but no harm done the overhangs protect us..... for now!
Pitch after pitch, nearly
three hundred metres worth. Then the crest, easy scrambling and the summit
beckons.
Suddenly we hear voices, French, Spanish and German perhaps. It's the summit - cracking views and a little Madonna statue watching over us. Chatting with the other climbers in a mixture of gestures and badly pronounced language, more laughter, some food and drink - relax - but only a little because the job is only half done.
 |
| Approaching the Summit of El Naranjo De Bulness (Pico Urriellu) Picos De Europa |
Suddenly we hear voices, French, Spanish and German perhaps. It's the summit - cracking views and a little Madonna statue watching over us. Chatting with the other climbers in a mixture of gestures and badly pronounced language, more laughter, some food and drink - relax - but only a little because the job is only half done.
Time to head down, time to
refocus. An un-roped scramble into the
amphitheater, followed by tense abseils to the base of the route.
Nearly there, just about to pull down the last rope and then an unmistakable shout in French from above "ATTENCION". Stones clattering down, a moments panic and I learn a new Spanish word from the team beside us, "Va, Va" GO, GO and everyone ducks in close to the rock.
Back to the bivy site we grab
some more food and drink and then its the long, long walk back out in the afternoon
heat. A days rest and then do it all
again. I felt as if I was living my
life in HD.
Those were the last big
routes I ever did and two months later I was in hospital with a knackered back and nerve damage in one leg, waiting for an operation. It was
nothing to do with climbing, just a lifting accident at work that took it all
away. It was a lifestyle lost, but it still lives on etched in my mind.
