Tuesday, 29 April 2014

Memories of Getting High

Sometimes you cannot help but be in a reflective mood when you sit atop some mountain with the breeze on your face and the world laid out at your feet.  The mountains tend to create a mood to reflect, plan or clear the mind.  It's the perfect location to defrag the hard drive of the brain, but that said, it can also be something of a melancholy experience.

The Picos De Europa 
I met a friend I had not seen for perhaps 20 years while on the hill the other day.  We chatted about what we had been up to, compared our ailments, discussed plans for the future and generally caught up.  When we parted I felt really unsettled, almost a sense of loss.  Not for the loss of a friend, but of a lifestyle that has not just slipped away, but simply stopped.  

The year 1995 was a time of wonderful "highs" in cleanest sense of the word.  By that I don't mean the highs a drug gives you, I mean those life long endorphin highs the mountains give you.  The kind that leave their mark etched on your brain.  Of highs from mountains hard won, from fears controlled and of friendships and hardships shared.

Of grand routes in southern Spain and Majorca in the spring, and of warm rock and the smell of rosemary and thyme in the hills.  A time when you knew you were truly alive, not just existing. 

 Getting high in the cleanest sense of the word. The Espolon Central route Puig Campana, Costa Blanca Spain (I think)

Route Gubia Normal Gr3, St Gubia Mallorca
Of nights sleeping below thousand foot faces with nothing but a bivy bag and a down jacket in order to keep the weight down. Cold seeping into the bones, wishing the night away in fitful dreams - half sleeping half awake. Who knows, but time passed as it always has. 

And when sleep would not come lying awake staring at a billion stars, listening to the sounds of the mountains, their dark silhouettes etched against the lightening sky. The purr of the stove and endless brews, wondering if the others are awake.  They usually were - well apart from Carl, he always slept. Then still in the dark the act of forcing stiff muscles and cold bones across to the base of the route.

Sunrise striking the tops, but an age away from warming our bones, instead warmth had to come through activity and those first few shaky pitches.  Confidence rising as the sun line came down to greet us.  Welcome at first, but with the glare from white limestone it would soon become too hot. 

Picos de Europa

The crux building in the mind with each move, inching forward, the void dragging at your heels. Being careful not to over-reach, use the feet, shake out the arms, clip the pro and then it's done. 

Al on La Nani (D sup), South Face of El Naranjo De Bulness (Pico Urriellu) Picos De Europa

A few more moves and a bomber belay awaits.  Safety checks done, toes on the edge, let the rope take the weight and lean out.  Looking down hundreds of feet past unseen companions somewhere under the overhang. 

More pitches, more laughter and a pause for the odd photo.  Now and again a hint of fear as arms tire, or the sound of a falling rock thrums past over to the left, followed by shouting in Spanish.  A curse, or a warning perhaps, then more laughter - no harm done - I wonder what the Spanish is for BELOW.

Pitch after pitch, nearly three hundred metres worth, then the crest, easy scrambling and the summit beckons.  

Approaching the Summit of El Naranjo De Bulness (Pico Urriellu) Picos De Europa 

Suddenly voices, French, Spanish and German perhaps.  The summit - cracking views and a little Madonna statue watching over us.  Chatting with the other climbers in a mixture of gestures and badly pronounced language, more laughter, some food and drink.  Relax - but only a little because the job is only half done.

Time to head down, time to refocus.  An un-roped scramble into the amphitheatre, followed by tense abseils to the base of the route.

Nearly there, just about to pull down the last rope and then an unmistakable shout in French from above "ATTENCION".  Small stones clattering down, a moments panic.  I learn a new Spanish word "Va" GO and everyone ducks in close to the rock.

Back to the bivy site, grab some more food and drink and then the long, long walk back out in the afternoon heat.  A days rest and then do it all again.  I felt as if I was living my life in HD.

Those were the last big routes I ever did and two months later I was in hospital with a knackered back waiting for an operation.  It was nothing to do with climbing, just a lifting accident at work that took it all away. It was a lifestyle lost, but it still lives on etched in my mind. 

Text images copyright David Forster


  1. Hi David. I thoroughly enjoyed that. You have captured the atmosphere of the expedition perfectly. I felt like I was there – but I’m glad I wasn’t because I wouldn’t have got up the first pitch.
    Spain is a beautiful place, especially when you get away from the tourist hotspots and head into the hills, of which there is an endless supply. Your “smell of rosemary and thyme in the hills” took me right back to the Sierra Nevada. I wwish I wwas tthere right now.
    All the best, Alen

    1. I agree wholeheartedly Alen, Spain away from the tourist hotspots is beautiful. The Sierra Nevada in the spring is certainly hard to beat and I don't blame you wanting to be back. Perhaps it is time to plan another visit.
      Cheers, David